I hate feeling like I'm not wanted. Even though I know it's the truth.
What happened to us? What happened to alaways and forever? What happened to the two people who were soulmates? Was it childish of me to think that we could ever last? I had hopes. Then you broke them. I've just never recovered from that since.
Then she forgot about me entirely. Heartbreak once more. I let her go. Why? Because she told me something that I had feared, and dreaded since the moment I realized that I loved her; she told me that what she had felt for me she had made herself feel for me. And that eventually she started to believe it.
I wanted to die.
So these past two years have been nothing but lies... I live a life of lies, and no love... because no one loves me....
3:55 a.m. - 2006-02-20
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