Why does loving someone have to be so hard?
She knows how I feel about her. She's always known how I feel about her.
I love her so much that I physically hurt when I think about if she didn't feel anything for me.
We talk about these things all the time. But in the end I know that she will always be out of reach. And I'm ok with that. Because it hurts more not having her in my life than being near her.
Please... I kinda hope you still read this. I love you so much. I know too that you want to be with her. But please don't just shut me out of you because it hurts you too. I deal with it to have you in my life. You are worth it to me.
You can still love me, even if it's not completely...
I know I've been so horrible. I really do know that. And it hurts everyday to know that too. But we've forgiven eachother. And I really have this time.
I love you.
8:30 p.m. - 2007-03-13
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