Is it possible to love and hate someone at the same time? I think sometimes I do. I'm finding out all these lies he has told me so often. So many of his broken promises. It was already hard making myself trust him again. Now though... I just can't seem to do it. As much as I try to.
I'm dating Jasmine now. I know that seems so strange. You know...I never expected it, but I am so in love wih this girl. I really am. I don't really know how it happened though... I mean, we all three live together now. We are, ehem, all three dating. As strange as that may sound to some. Please understand it was kinda totally unexpected. I wanted him to be happy, so the three of us dating thing came up. Do you want to know honestly what I was going to do? I was going to wait like a week after Jasmine got here, break up with Taylor, and go back to my mother's house. I thought that way they would be happy together and I couldn't hurt anyone anymore. That never happened.
Jasmine calls me her angel. How can I be anyones angel? Do you even know how poorly I think of myself? She says that she is in love with me...
*(Male)
If i walk away like i dont care
we'll magically appear
o i'd wipe away all your tears
o the feeling in the darkness
o i swear
you feel, so real
please touch me if you're really there
(Female)
let me tell you how i feel,
never felt the love so real,
like an island from a cloud,
you've ever picturedme some how,
i was yours and you were mine,
even love would play some time,
like an island in the sea,
seperating endlessly.
(male)
now say you love me like you do,
and all the things i wanna hear,
o all the things you whisper in my ear,
if all the things i lie behind you,
show me how to work this thing you're here, right now,
and i cant even touch your hand
(female)
let me tell you how i feel,
never felt the love so real,
like an island from a cloud,
you've ever picturedme some how,
i was yours and you were mine,
even love would play some time,
like an island in the sea,
seperating in the sea
is there a chance for love,like i've been dreaming of,
dreaming about why you and me are gone,
so im holding onnnnn.....
let me tell you how i feel,
never felt the love so real,
like an island from a cloud,
you've ever picturedme some how,
i was yours and you were mine,
even love would play some time,
like an island in the sea,
seperating in the sea
seperating endlessly*
You will be hearing more soon.
Til then, I love you.
7:32 a.m. - 2005-11-06
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