Well... things have been ok. I get sad a lot, but that can't be helped.
Something he said last week totally confused me. He said that he didn't want to be a boy anymore. But I said something lastnight and he said he was just having a moment where he felt very girly and that he was still my boyfriend. I am so used to having a boyfriend I would fuck up all the time if things were any different.
I may have the biggest and best surprise in the world in store for me next week. His birthday is July 3rd. He may be coming down on the 2nd till the 4th. I became so fucking extatic when he told me. I've been walking around with this big dumb smile pasted on my face. He said "It's not for sure so I don't want you to get all excited and then be disapointed if things fall through." I didn't say anything.
Is it bad if I don't want Jasmine to come? I want him to myself for as long as I can.
Ever heard of someone being touch starved? It's possible, and it is torture.
My love to the amazing hothead
and her grandpa. I hope everything goes alright.
It's raining outside, and I'm goin to go and watch it.
4:06 p.m. - 2005-06-23
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