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forsakendreams04 (11:09:12 AM): Have I mentioned how much I hate my family
taylorsmanda (11:09:34 AM): yes
taylorsmanda (11:09:58 AM): why did your mom do that?
forsakendreams04 (11:11:24 AM): I'm shaking so bad and my stomaches fucking turning I just threw up more blood...I'm so sick it's not my fault I'm exhausted I'm fucking sorry I keep trying but I keep fucking up...I need to get out of here today but I'm trapped because the only way of me leaving is to get sexually haressed
taylorsmanda (11:11:58 AM): Chrissy?
forsakendreams04 (11:12:00 AM): I wanted to go no I want to go...now Amber might get in more trouble for me not going
forsakendreams04 (11:12:02 AM): yeah
forsakendreams04 (11:12:04 AM): or ben
forsakendreams04 (11:12:11 AM): both of them do it
forsakendreams04 (11:12:26 AM): great now my nose is bleeding too
taylorsmanda (11:13:05 AM): this is why I want you to leave, why you can't stay
taylorsmanda (11:13:22 AM): selfishness aside
forsakendreams04 (11:13:28 AM): my bodies all trying to have an anxiety attack because I'm so upset/ pissed
forsakendreams04 (11:13:36 AM): supposedly I'm selfish
taylorsmanda (11:13:42 AM): you aren't
forsakendreams04 (11:13:43 AM): I'm fucking demon spawn
taylorsmanda (11:14:04 AM): for once you're thinking about yourself and it's about time
forsakendreams04 (11:14:29 AM): No, it isn't it's never time
taylorsmanda (11:15:27 AM): yeah it is. they just keep trying to make you stay so they have someone to make feel like shit like they make you feel
taylorsmanda (11:16:00 AM): If i could, I would get you away as fast as I can
taylorsmanda (11:16:08 AM): i wish i could
forsakendreams04 (11:16:10 AM): the one person whos always helped me is going to suffer today because of me because my stupid ass not being able to get up
taylorsmanda (11:16:20 AM): Amber?
forsakendreams04 (11:16:30 AM): im shaking so bad im like vibrating
forsakendreams04 (11:16:33 AM): yea
taylorsmanda (11:16:55 AM): why? what will happen if you aren't there?
forsakendreams04 (11:16:55 AM): im so dizzy
taylorsmanda (11:17:07 AM): is Jackie there?
forsakendreams04 (11:17:22 AM): no she got to go and she hates me too right now
forsakendreams04 (11:17:50 AM): im so fucking stupid
taylorsmanda (11:17:52 AM): she pisses me off sometimes the way she treats you
taylorsmanda (11:18:01 AM): no you're not!
forsakendreams04 (11:18:02 AM): i fucking hate myself
forsakendreams04 (11:18:39 AM): why how does jackie treat me...i probably deserve it
forsakendreams04 (11:18:48 AM): im supposedly so mean to everyone
taylorsmanda (11:18:54 AM): no you fucking don't
taylorsmanda (11:19:01 AM): and no you'r not
taylorsmanda (11:19:21 AM): just because you don't let people take advantage of you
taylorsmanda (11:19:38 AM): and you don't fall apart like everyone else
forsakendreams04 (11:19:52 AM): hell i even talk to u like shit and im not worthy of someone pretty as you and im so inadequate according to them all
taylorsmanda (11:19:53 AM): you aren't mean
taylorsmanda (11:20:14 AM): you don't talk to me like shit!
taylorsmanda (11:20:21 AM): well fuck them!
forsakendreams04 (11:20:23 AM): they keep telling me ur gonna leave me everyday all the time or im breaking ur heart and then u said that the other day
taylorsmanda (11:20:58 AM): i didn't mean it... and I wish i had never said that
forsakendreams04 (11:21:05 AM): i cant handle having my heart broken again ill probably flip out finally
taylorsmanda (11:21:09 AM): and I wouldn't leave you for anything
taylorsmanda (11:21:17 AM): ever
taylorsmanda (11:21:28 AM): i never want to not be with you
forsakendreams04 (11:21:40 AM): i dont want amber to have to stay there
forsakendreams04 (11:21:48 AM): i want her to come home
forsakendreams04 (11:21:53 AM): shes so sick amanda
taylorsmanda (11:22:02 AM): i know....
taylorsmanda (11:22:26 AM): are they giving her treatment for her luke?
forsakendreams04 (11:22:35 AM): god im so fucking sick of crying
forsakendreams04 (11:22:36 AM): no
forsakendreams04 (11:22:38 AM): they didnt
forsakendreams04 (11:22:41 AM): its jail
forsakendreams04 (11:22:44 AM): they dont care
forsakendreams04 (11:23:06 AM): she gets less medical treatment then me so what does that tell u
taylorsmanda (11:23:21 AM): she gets none...
taylorsmanda (11:23:41 AM): there is no way that she can come home?
taylorsmanda (11:24:45 AM): where are you?
taylorsmanda (11:24:54 AM): u there?
forsakendreams04 (11:26:31 AM): sorry i threw up
forsakendreams04 (11:26:36 AM): u dont wanna talk to me
forsakendreams04 (11:26:42 AM): i sound so gross
taylorsmanda (11:26:48 AM): im calling you
forsakendreams04 (11:26:52 AM): quite calling
taylorsmanda (11:26:54 AM): plz
forsakendreams04 (11:26:57 AM): im not verbally talking
forsakendreams04 (11:27:00 AM): no
forsakendreams04 (11:27:14 AM): im letting someone hear me puke and cry and shake
forsakendreams04 (11:27:31 AM): im sorry
forsakendreams04 (11:27:47 AM): i love u but thats disguisting for you to hear me puke
taylorsmanda (11:28:02 AM): ...alright
forsakendreams04 (11:29:13 AM): besides i dont have to go to court so its national day of silence iunno ill be silent until u call later and im unupset show a lil support i guess to the opression just not much cuz u and i know im gonna have to fight when mom gets home
forsakendreams04 (11:29:28 AM): thats why i wanna leave but i have no where to go and no way to get there
forsakendreams04 (11:29:35 AM): im so fucking tired
forsakendreams04 (11:30:19 AM): you know what i want right now so bad i havent wanted it in so long but i finally cant handle the physical and emotional pain
taylorsmanda (11:30:38 AM): ...?
forsakendreams04 (11:31:02 AM): think about it Amanda whats something that would numb me I haven't done in awhile
taylorsmanda (11:31:17 AM): i already figured
forsakendreams04 (11:31:43 AM): I've wanted it so bad lately
forsakendreams04 (11:31:51 AM): I wont
forsakendreams04 (11:31:58 AM): but I crave it so bad
forsakendreams04 (11:32:06 AM): good thing I'm so fucking stubborn
forsakendreams04 (11:32:41 AM): I wish you were here so I could hold you
taylorsmanda (11:33:05 AM): i know... I want to be ther too
taylorsmanda (11:33:33 AM): i want to make things better for you
forsakendreams04 (11:33:35 AM): i really am so pathetic
forsakendreams04 (11:33:43 AM): when did i get so weak
taylorsmanda (11:33:46 AM): no you aren't
taylorsmanda (11:34:12 AM): since you started living with your mom again
forsakendreams04 (11:35:00 AM): ive been this pathetic that long thanks hunny...if thats true then i really am inadequate to you
taylorsmanda (11:35:46 AM): baby... that's not what I meant
taylorsmanda (11:36:02 AM): what I meant was that ever since you came back to live with her
taylorsmanda (11:36:24 AM): she and Ben have done nothing but slowly destroy you
forsakendreams04 (11:37:30 AM): no they're right i dont deserve u im nothing im not any good for u im only gonna fuck u up too i wish id fucking die already ive lost enough blood
taylorsmanda (11:38:22 AM): stop it!!!!! plz stop saying that!!! it isn't true.
taylorsmanda (11:38:28 AM): i love you so much
taylorsmanda (11:38:41 AM): you are all that i ever wanted
taylorsmanda (11:39:05 AM): so stop thinking that you are not enough
forsakendreams04 (11:39:07 AM): thats impossible
taylorsmanda (11:39:13 AM): because you are
forsakendreams04 (11:39:17 AM): you wanted some fucking messed up loser
taylorsmanda (11:39:30 AM): and it is not impossible!!
forsakendreams04 (11:39:32 AM): and ur so beautiful im so fucking fugly
taylorsmanda (11:39:48 AM): if i wanted some fucked up loser i wouldn't be dating you
forsakendreams04 (11:39:59 AM): my soulds black urs isnt
forsakendreams04 (11:40:03 AM): souls*
taylorsmanda (11:40:11 AM): i get so tiered of hearing you say things like that
taylorsmanda (11:40:28 AM): none of them are true
forsakendreams04 (11:40:29 AM): im sorry i can leave u alone
taylorsmanda (11:40:36 AM): no don't go
taylorsmanda (11:41:54 AM): i meant i hate when you are saying how much of a loser you are, and how you think that i'm too good for you, because none of that is true. You are the most amazing person that I have ever met. Wether you see it on not
taylorsmanda (11:42:11 AM): you have done nothing but make me a better person
taylorsmanda (11:42:21 AM): you made me feel
taylorsmanda (11:42:33 AM): gave me strength and hope
taylorsmanda (11:42:53 AM): made me think that maybe i wasn't as shitty as i thought i was
taylorsmanda (11:43:07 AM): i've tried so hard to do the same for you
taylorsmanda (11:43:28 AM): i've tried to show you just how much that i love you
taylorsmanda (11:43:45 AM): that i would never, ever abandon you
taylorsmanda (11:44:05 AM): that you mean the world to me
taylorsmanda (11:44:33 AM): plz tell me you are still there...
forsakendreams04 (11:44:41 AM): im here
taylorsmanda (11:45:34 AM): i've tried so hard... and when you say things like that to me.... it makes me think i am a failure...
forsakendreams04 (11:46:00 AM): see
taylorsmanda (11:46:02 AM): i don't want to fail you
taylorsmanda (11:46:06 AM): see what?
forsakendreams04 (11:46:20 AM): when you say things like that to me.... it makes me think i am a failure.
taylorsmanda (11:46:39 AM): than start trying to believe in me!
taylorsmanda (11:46:48 AM): like you want me to in you
taylorsmanda (11:47:15 AM): don't listen to the people who try to hurt you
taylorsmanda (11:47:26 AM): listen to the ones that love you
forsakendreams04 (11:47:40 AM): 2 ppl out of the whole entire world
taylorsmanda (11:47:52 AM): and i have 1
forsakendreams04 (11:48:07 AM): you have more then one and you know it
taylorsmanda (11:48:32 AM): who? plz inform me because i don't know who you are talking about3
forsakendreams04 (11:48:57 AM): your siblings and iunno her name
taylorsmanda (11:49:17 AM): they love my mother
taylorsmanda (11:49:34 AM): My brother was the one who said i slapped my mom
forsakendreams04 (11:49:43 AM): he's lil
taylorsmanda (11:49:54 AM): they defend her for anything
taylorsmanda (11:49:58 AM): all of them
forsakendreams04 (11:50:01 AM): and you know damn well sammy loves u
taylorsmanda (11:50:32 AM): doen't matter if i'm getting the shit kicked out of me, they still defend Hank and Laura
taylorsmanda (11:50:42 AM): Sammy even does it
taylorsmanda (11:51:15 AM): if i fight back, i'm the bad guy
taylorsmanda (11:51:25 AM): that is how it always ends
forsakendreams04 (11:51:35 AM): they're brainwashed
taylorsmanda (11:51:58 AM): the only one who loves mecompletely is you
taylorsmanda (11:52:15 AM): i have never doubted that you love me
taylorsmanda (11:52:20 AM): ever
forsakendreams04 (11:52:29 AM): what about with jasmine
taylorsmanda (11:52:37 AM): not even then
taylorsmanda (11:52:56 AM): i just get jealous really bad sometimes
taylorsmanda (11:53:31 AM): i never got jealous before i fell in love with you
forsakendreams04 (11:53:47 AM): im so exhausted my eyes keep rollin back into my head but i know if i fall asleep again ill get into so much trouble...
forsakendreams04 (11:54:07 AM): I never really got jealous so often until you either
forsakendreams04 (11:54:15 AM): I don't like it
taylorsmanda (11:54:30 AM): i dn't either
taylorsmanda (11:54:38 AM): but i can't help it
taylorsmanda (11:54:46 AM): don't*
taylorsmanda (11:55:00 AM): trust me i've tried
taylorsmanda (11:55:10 AM): and it ain't workin
forsakendreams04 (11:55:31 AM): I've tried too and I'm too insecure
taylorsmanda (11:56:36 AM): but i want you to believe me when i tell you that there is nothing you need to be insecure about when it comes to me.
taylorsmanda (11:56:58 AM): i don't want anyone else, ever
taylorsmanda (11:57:14 AM): you are all i see
taylorsmanda (11:57:27 AM): you fill my heart completely
taylorsmanda (11:57:54 AM): i think about you and my heart gets all light
taylorsmanda (11:58:10 AM): even when i am depressed
taylorsmanda (11:58:37 AM): all i have to do is think of you, that you love me,
taylorsmanda (11:58:45 AM): and how fucking much i love you
taylorsmanda (11:59:05 AM): and nothing else matters
taylorsmanda (11:59:17 AM): my whole body calms down
taylorsmanda (11:59:31 AM): and my thoughts go inward
taylorsmanda (11:59:50 AM): i imagine you being there, your arms around me
taylorsmanda (11:59:59 AM): and i can feel you
taylorsmanda (12:00:07 PM): i feel your arms around me
taylorsmanda (12:00:18 PM): i feel your breath on my neck
taylorsmanda (12:00:41 PM): i feel your heart beat under your skin
taylorsmanda (12:00:54 PM): i see you smileing at me
taylorsmanda (12:01:06 PM): and i feel so.....
taylorsmanda (12:01:28 PM): ~sigh~ the feeling is undescribable
taylorsmanda (12:01:42 PM): I love you so fucking much Taylor
forsakendreams04 (12:02:00 PM): I love you too Amanda
taylorsmanda (12:02:32 PM): the first time i ever said that i loved you was in that poem I wrote you.
taylorsmanda (12:02:42 PM): and you asked me about it
taylorsmanda (12:02:56 PM): i was so scared to admit it then
taylorsmanda (12:03:45 PM): but now i can say it a million times in a hundred million ways, and I would still never want to stop saying it to you
taylorsmanda (12:03:59 PM): you truely are everything to me
taylorsmanda (12:08:29 PM): are you there...?
taylorsmanda (12:08:50 PM): baby?
forsakendreams04 (12:09:07 PM): yeah jackie and mom are home
taylorsmanda (12:09:36 PM): i thought you had gotten sick again
forsakendreams04 (12:10:40 PM): no right now im semi okay just really really really fucking tired
taylorsmanda (12:11:02 PM): oh
taylorsmanda (12:12:02 PM): this is why I want you to go away
forsakendreams04 (12:12:11 PM): um
taylorsmanda (12:12:53 PM): when you are away from all this..... pain, than you can start to heal and maybe realize what an amazing person you are
taylorsmanda (12:13:08 PM): plz don't argue
forsakendreams04 (12:14:10 PM): amber has to serve 4 weeks then she gets out and gets to go to chicago
taylorsmanda (12:15:04 PM): :-)
taylorsmanda (12:15:10 PM): good
taylorsmanda (12:15:17 PM): i wish it was sooner
forsakendreams04 (12:15:36 PM): jackie still isnt happy...i really dont like her
taylorsmanda (12:15:38 PM): but the fact that she is finally getting out is so awesome
forsakendreams04 (12:15:39 PM): grr
forsakendreams04 (12:15:50 PM): shes such an annoying selfish lil bitch
forsakendreams04 (12:16:07 PM): and so mother fucking clingy
taylorsmanda (12:16:17 PM): yeah... she is very selfish
forsakendreams04 (12:16:19 PM): i know plastic wrap less clingy then her
taylorsmanda (12:16:25 PM): lol
forsakendreams04 (12:16:43 PM): she treats me like we're dating
taylorsmanda (12:17:27 PM): mine! ~wraps you in a tight embrace and kisses you softly~
forsakendreams04 (12:17:34 PM): -kisses u back-
forsakendreams04 (12:17:39 PM): havent u noticed?
taylorsmanda (12:17:46 PM): yep
taylorsmanda (12:17:55 PM): i have
taylorsmanda (12:18:39 PM): she made me so mad though whenever she was all saying that you weren't allergic to mold.
taylorsmanda (12:18:51 PM): >:Ogrrrrr
forsakendreams04 (12:18:53 PM): she always wants to be around me and expects me to buy and pay for everything and i have to sit and have these long deep talks or she cried and cries clean for her kill bugs which i dont like killing things
forsakendreams04 (12:19:27 PM): mom even said im allergic in front of her
taylorsmanda (12:19:35 PM): does she really act like that?
taylorsmanda (12:19:50 PM): ~gets more mad at JAckie~
forsakendreams04 (12:19:52 PM): and cuz i dont have inhalers or however u spell it i wasnt to get close
forsakendreams04 (12:19:56 PM): yes she does
forsakendreams04 (12:19:59 PM): why
taylorsmanda (12:20:25 PM): because she knew, and she still did that and said that
forsakendreams04 (12:20:28 PM): i used to have 3 diff kinds of inhalers
taylorsmanda (12:20:34 PM): and you could have died
forsakendreams04 (12:21:05 PM): and when i was really lil during mold and pollen season i had to wear a mask sometimes and not go to school
forsakendreams04 (12:21:09 PM): ask mom
forsakendreams04 (12:21:11 PM): i hated it
forsakendreams04 (12:21:18 PM): i was such an outdoors kid
forsakendreams04 (12:21:22 PM): i hated being indoors
taylorsmanda (12:21:32 PM): all because she was being a bitch and was going to make you do something that you should'nt have to do because you are so allergic
forsakendreams04 (12:21:52 PM): thats why i had so many toys and video games i had to spend half the year inside
forsakendreams04 (12:22:04 PM): cuz i lived in spring hill out in the booneys lol
forsakendreams04 (12:22:17 PM): too many trees for me to be out
forsakendreams04 (12:23:54 PM): and when i was lil they gave me a shot that was an antibiotic made from mold and i was 5 months old and i starts convulsing on top of my dads old impala and he just watched me then my mom came out of work and started freaking and rushed me to the hospital and i almost died...or so was how i was told the story from mom
taylorsmanda (12:24:19 PM): i remember you telling me that
taylorsmanda (12:24:54 PM): staying inside.... jeez
taylorsmanda (12:25:25 PM): how much would your inhalers cost
taylorsmanda (12:25:41 PM): ?
forsakendreams04 (12:25:51 PM): thats why i was always in the hospital growing up 24/7 it caused me to get so sick and i used to catch every bug in the world cuz my immune system used to suck then i got older and from all that built immunity to bugs and viruses but i havent tested the mold thing since 13 or 14 when I collapsed so yeah but thats why i hate doctors too
forsakendreams04 (12:25:53 PM): and iunno
forsakendreams04 (12:25:56 PM): a bit
taylorsmanda (12:26:33 PM): oh
taylorsmanda (12:26:44 PM): ~looks at you~
taylorsmanda (12:27:46 PM): are you a little better now? because you either are being the excelent actor you can be at times and I can't tell because I can't see or hear you
taylorsmanda (12:27:58 PM): or you are just a little calmer
forsakendreams04 (12:28:17 PM): calmer from the news but still sick and tired
forsakendreams04 (12:28:43 PM): so did u like the dumb lil thingy i did for u with the piccy?
forsakendreams04 (12:29:11 PM): the seperate pics were horrible
forsakendreams04 (12:29:18 PM): the smiling one was so bad
taylorsmanda (12:30:21 PM): i loved it :-) it is very sweet and not at all wierd
taylorsmanda (12:30:35 PM): and i love the my pictures
taylorsmanda (12:30:53 PM): niether was horrible and I love your smile so much...
taylorsmanda (12:31:31 PM): to be honest that picture of you smiling is my favorite picture of you
taylorsmanda (12:31:44 PM): out of every picture i have seen
forsakendreams04 (12:32:04 PM): like ever?
taylorsmanda (12:32:15 PM): ~nods~ yeah
taylorsmanda (12:32:26 PM): i really like it
forsakendreams04 (12:34:57 PM): eww i dont tho
taylorsmanda (12:35:15 PM): i do:-D
forsakendreams04 (12:35:49 PM): i dont cuz i was always told i look like my dad when i smile i think that made me hate my smile even tho im prolly some mexican bastard
taylorsmanda (12:36:42 PM): i have analized the pictures that you have given me of you and your dad's smiles, and i disagree entirely
taylorsmanda (12:37:06 PM): Amber looks like your grandma tho
taylorsmanda (12:37:09 PM): a lot
forsakendreams04 (12:37:33 PM): ah the peeps are watching me -hides-
forsakendreams04 (12:37:36 PM): iunno
forsakendreams04 (12:37:53 PM): you just like cuz my dimple showed
taylorsmanda (12:37:55 PM): peeps? marshmellow peeps?
forsakendreams04 (12:38:05 PM): mhm marshmellow peeps
taylorsmanda (12:38:07 PM): lol they are cute
forsakendreams04 (12:38:08 PM): -runs-
taylorsmanda (12:38:31 PM): lol ~chases you while getting naked~
taylorsmanda (12:38:37 PM): lol idunno
forsakendreams04 (12:38:48 PM): -stops and looks at you confuzled-
taylorsmanda (12:39:30 PM): ~hides behind a bush blushing~
forsakendreams04 (12:39:38 PM): jackies mad at me
taylorsmanda (12:39:56 PM): why?
taylorsmanda (12:40:10 PM): is she being an ass again?
forsakendreams04 (12:41:19 PM): yesterday I bought her that new hair tie, moose that was expensive, shampoo, conditionor, and fucking $6 deoderant rawr...and it came to $25 and shes mad cuz i cant buy her some body spray from victoria secret thats like $20
forsakendreams04 (12:41:40 PM): -gets behind the bush with you- what are we hidding from
taylorsmanda (12:41:59 PM): ~looks shocked jaw dropped open~
taylorsmanda (12:42:17 PM): she is so fucking greedy and selfish!
taylorsmanda (12:42:51 PM): ~jumps and turns around~~pounces on you, smiling down at you and kisses you~
taylorsmanda (12:43:07 PM): nothing
taylorsmanda (12:43:17 PM): :-D
forsakendreams04 (12:43:45 PM): I bought girls deoderant cuz guys doesnt work right cuz i have both male and female phermones so I had to get something ph blanced for both and it smells so strong and girly its secret glaciar mist -looks down in shame then kisses you back and sticks my tongue out at you-
taylorsmanda (12:44:31 PM): ~catches your tongue and sucks on it gently~
taylorsmanda (12:44:39 PM): eh so?
taylorsmanda (12:44:53 PM): i wore guys deoderant
forsakendreams04 (12:44:57 PM): wait til u see how girly it smells
taylorsmanda (12:45:03 PM): i smell like a guy right now
forsakendreams04 (12:45:12 PM): its diff and u know it
taylorsmanda (12:45:30 PM): cuz i'm a lil dork and i wanted to smell you so i sprayed your TAG
forsakendreams04 (12:45:52 PM): I now have 2 1/2 bottles of tag
taylorsmanda (12:46:03 PM): i have 1
taylorsmanda (12:46:09 PM): :-P
forsakendreams04 (12:47:05 PM): guess what i have
taylorsmanda (12:47:21 PM): what? ~gets all excited~
taylorsmanda (12:47:29 PM): what what what?????
taylorsmanda (12:47:38 PM): tell me tell me tell me!!!
taylorsmanda (12:47:46 PM): plzzzzzzzzzzz????
taylorsmanda (12:47:51 PM): ~looks cute~
forsakendreams04 (12:47:56 PM): a receipt transaction in my email from ordering ur perfume last night
taylorsmanda (12:47:58 PM): plzzzzzzzzzzz?
forsakendreams04 (12:48:22 PM): iunno when youll get it tho cuz it said give it 3 weeks so ull prolly get it when i come home
taylorsmanda (12:48:26 PM): ~gasps~ ~tackles you~
taylorsmanda (12:48:39 PM): thank you thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!!
forsakendreams04 (12:48:43 PM): lol yw
forsakendreams04 (12:48:54 PM): hey i forget i bought these
taylorsmanda (12:49:00 PM): ?
forsakendreams04 (12:49:11 PM): strawberry poprocks lol but not in the perverted sense just for candy purposes
taylorsmanda (12:49:30 PM): lmfao
taylorsmanda (12:49:45 PM): love them pop rocks :-D
forsakendreams04 (12:49:53 PM): -rolls eyes-
forsakendreams04 (12:50:06 PM): i found my watermelon lube
taylorsmanda (12:50:15 PM): where was it?
forsakendreams04 (12:50:46 PM): in ambams bad lol like i knew it would be but it wasnt used same level as always
forsakendreams04 (12:50:51 PM): bag*
taylorsmanda (12:51:01 PM): ahhhh
taylorsmanda (12:51:16 PM): i love you so much Taylor
forsakendreams04 (12:51:30 PM): you liked that stuff lol...that or i taste bad lol...u used it alot....i love u too manda panda bear
taylorsmanda (12:51:32 PM): ~hugs you and gets all muchy~
forsakendreams04 (12:51:45 PM): -hugs u back-
taylorsmanda (12:51:47 PM): it tasted like candy
taylorsmanda (12:51:59 PM): you don't taste bad
taylorsmanda (12:52:25 PM): matter of fact.... you taste really fucking good!!!
forsakendreams04 (12:52:35 PM): ahhhh -hides-
taylorsmanda (12:53:00 PM): ~tackles you~ no hiding
forsakendreams04 (12:53:24 PM): -looks in mirror- yep ima tomato
taylorsmanda (12:53:31 PM): lol
taylorsmanda (12:53:38 PM): but you do
forsakendreams04 (12:54:13 PM): doubt it...i eat mostly meat and u taste like what u eat lol so maybe u like meat after all lol
forsakendreams04 (12:54:33 PM): you taste really fucking good too when your not sick
forsakendreams04 (12:55:06 PM): like fruit lol
forsakendreams04 (12:55:15 PM): and like a girl
forsakendreams04 (12:55:17 PM): mixed
forsakendreams04 (12:55:19 PM): lol
taylorsmanda (12:55:21 PM): i like rare meat (shhh!!! it's a secret!!!)
taylorsmanda (12:55:53 PM): uh huh ~turns red and hides face~
forsakendreams04 (12:56:02 PM): lol
forsakendreams04 (12:56:11 PM): -kisses on ur neck and ear-
taylorsmanda (12:56:34 PM): ~lifts head and kisses you softly~
forsakendreams04 (12:56:46 PM): -kisses you back-
forsakendreams04 (12:57:52 PM): i wanna do what we did that one time when ur unsick i loved having my tongue inside of you it was the closest weve been to being really inside of each other plus you taste so good and i love going down on u only my jaw doesnt but that didnt really hurt
taylorsmanda (12:58:18 PM): ~blushes deeper~
forsakendreams04 (12:58:52 PM): i love being inside of you and hearing you moan and making you wet and want me
forsakendreams04 (12:58:59 PM): i love the look you get
forsakendreams04 (12:59:12 PM): and the way your skin turns hot and red
taylorsmanda (12:59:18 PM): what look? ~confuzed~
forsakendreams04 (12:59:40 PM): like you want to devour me whole its so primal its hott
taylorsmanda (12:59:45 PM): I gotta go baby to my bus...
taylorsmanda (12:59:57 PM): i do though...
forsakendreams04 (12:59:59 PM): ok I love you
taylorsmanda (1:00:09 PM): i love you too baby
taylorsmanda (1:00:14 PM): are you ok?
forsakendreams04 (1:00:21 PM): soso
taylorsmanda (1:00:34 PM): i will call you at school.
taylorsmanda (1:00:37 PM): bye baby
forsakendreams04 (1:00:40 PM): mmkay love u bye
12:57 p.m. - 2005-04-13
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