Hmmmm...... I think I may very well start using this more than I use my Live Journal. I can say what I want here without hurting people.
What do you do when all you seem to be doing is making the one person you love hurt?
It's my fault, as is everything else. If I had'nt gotten a fucking D in my mathclass then.....
I AM SUCH A FUCK UP! NO MATTER WHAT I DO!
Last night I cried on Michele's shoulder. She held me and I cried.
I break the rules, I'm not above the rules and I should'nt be doing that.
He's hurting and I'm not there for him.
Why would he want me??? What the fuck can he possibly see in me????
He appologized for yelling at me. He should'nt have; it was all true.
My parents fighting last night was my fault (if I had'nt wanted that pair of shoes so bad Mom would'nt have gotten them for me, and Hank would'nt have gotten mad.
Me getting in trouble all the time is my fault.
Me never being good enough is my fault.
I test people's love for me...so they want nothing to do with me.
Last night I was thinking about things.
Joe came up to me this morning and told me something that made me sad, but it coincides with the visions that have been coming to me lately, and I also read something that..fit.
I need to talk to hothead so badly.
Later Michele is coming over to talk to me.
I can't take this.
8:26 a.m. - 2005-01-13
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