I want so much to just hold you in my arms and make the pain go away. I want to just be there to sooth away all the heart ache. It makes me so sad to know that you are hurting. I want to take it all away. I want to make you happy, keep you safe. I want to fight all your deamons, just slaughter them all. And if I could be there every waking moment to hold your hand and kiss you, you know that I would be.
God... someday I will avenge you. I will bring to ruin all that has given you sarrow, to all that has made you suffer so.
God... I wish that your scars would stop getting ripped open again...
But I love you so fucking much. I hurt because you are. I can't sleep because I am so worried about you. The urge to run from my house to yours in the dead of night is so intense just so I can be there for you. The only reason I don't is because you don't want to not be able to see me if I get grounded. I know that if I did that, you would not turn me away, even if you say that you would.
I want you in these arms, keeping you warm and makeing you feel how safe you are with me, feeling how much that I love you.
If everyone in your world were to suddenly fade away... I would still be there with you. So you are permanently stuck with me my love ^ ^, through sickness and in health, till death do us part. And even in death, I will love you forever.
9:27 a.m. - 2004-12-15
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