*sigh* Well... I just made an apointment to see my guidence, (or however you spell it), councelor. Mom never is going to change. She's stuck in a paradox in which she won't break... so I'm gonna save me and my little brothers and sister from her and my step dad.
All my life my mom has been all "If you tell anyone what happened, they'll take you away", then my stepdad would pipe up "You'll get the shit beat out of you cuz you'll be in a fosterhome or an orphanage and nobody will care about you. You'll be miserable." They said all this to me because they knew that they would be in deep shit if anyone were to find out.
I'm so scared though. I have no clue what will happen, but at the same time I feel so relieved because this wil stop, for me and my brothers and sister. That's all I want, or anybody wants; for them to stop being hurt and be happy. I hope this is another step towards that golden happiness that seems to always be so far away...
8:15 a.m. - 2004-05-17
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